Jacky & Marky Cielo, 請安息吧

前兩天才從網絡讀到一位才20歲菲律賓藝人Marky Cielo 的死亡消息.

今早, 也聽到一個悲哀的消息...一位友人的朋友去世了.

Jacky, 才廿多的年輕人. . 三月份的今年, 我和阿安還與幾位朋友, 還有Jacky, 到了Kota Kinabalu, 去學人家的登神山. 回來過後, Derrick 還為此一行,在他的blog裡特寫了我們的經驗. 那是的Jacky還很興奮的帶了零用錢到這奇妙的地方, 希望能挑戰自己爬上這東南亞最高的山, 然後也趁機玩個通快. 至少在他這一生中, 還能做到這點.


我們幾個得聞其事, 有些覺得遺憾, 但並不悲傷. . .

可能麻木了. . .雖我們大家年齡非青少, 但見聞這類新聞也多.

所以還很不會驚訝友人有這種反應. 阿安還對阿Eng開了個玩笑, "你要知足呀! 活到這兒, 算是'檢到' 了.. 然後我們一塊伙哈哈笑起來.

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不是我們沒良心, 只是上天特別愛我們這群, 所以就體會了生老病死的無奈是必然的, 人身是難得, 生命是無常, 是無價寶.

因此生活仍然要過, 雖很多事做不好. 最主要是要把握, 一且要珍惜, 好不好沒關係的, 不停止追求進步, 這才是重點, 也是路程, 也是目標, 也是終結.

愛惜生命.

When will my compassionate soul performs like Lord Jesus did?

The last time I knelt down in front of Lord Jesus was few years ago.

It was inside a chapel at Cameron Highlands' Convent School. That was my first time when I experienced sprinkling holy water from both sides of the main entrance (forgive me, I dun know what is that procedure called).

Though I'm not disciple of Lord Jesus, but I did that.

Few years later today, in this middle of the nite, I recalled that moment. I hate to caught with such feeling ~ loniness. I still remembered asking few of my buddies, do they worried about loniness? Guess, I'm too pessimistic, knowing notting truely will happen in the future and yet worrying so much. Will I end my life in such a way?

Can't fall asleep easily when such feeling gets its way to my mind.. so I keyed in a few words here. . hmmmm

Maybe this is a reminder hint to me, well, if you can't get the love you want, why not spread your love to others instead. Haha!! Not trying to be bragging myself nor do I acting like a saint, but I guess this is the best compensation that I can make to ownself that makes me feels better..

Ok, I just hope I can master this art of compassionatism as soon as possible. It's the only thing I think consoles me well. . .I preach for that, maybe I need to.

God Bless. Amen...

p/s I felt so paiseh (a Chinese dialect~ Hokkienese, literally translated to mean "shy") to express my feeling of loniness here, but hey, that's the whole purpose of having web log, isn't it?

"出來"社會工作 (十一)

好一段時間沒參與roadshow了.

呵呵, 並不特地選這天來做的, 剛好今天, 是馬來西亞的公共假期, 地點很多人.

老實說, 接近一年半的時期, 經濟不景氣, 也帶來很大的 '威脅' 力, 尤其是我們這財務行業,也當然免不了.

趁著這次的roadshow, 來測驗一下人群的反應.

哈哈! 最後還是讓我能拿到幾個人的名字, 雖沒當場close 到半單case, 但總算是有些收穫.

在這6個小時裡, 和幾位同事, 當中,還有兩位GM (組織經理) 聊了起來. 同樣的問題, "最近做得還好嗎?" 這類的話題 . . .

我可能比較坦誠, 也很謙虛 (你可能覺得我在吹水, 但我明白人是有避諱的舉動. 一單你不讓他們覺得你發出一種 '威逼'感, 人與人就會敞開心胸, 就會樂於和你分享事情) 因此讓對方很自自然然的對我講述了他們如何又如何在這行拼了過來, 已往是怎樣有怎樣的受苦受難, 才能擁有今日的成果.


今天, 大概最大也最有鼓勵性的收穫, 我看是聽過這般 '不正式的激勵課程' 吧.. .. ..心中也起了感激的feel 了.

謝謝自己給自己機會參與今天的活動.