Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Smiley Moon & Star :)

It was yesterday, Dec2, 2008~ 20:50

I was heading on my motorcycle to my friend's house.


In front of the traffic light, I was waiting for the light to turn green. Suddenly I spotted some strange yet wonderful sight on top of me.


There was this crescent appearing in the sky. The anomily fact that, it was at a laying posture instead of the normal hook-like manner. And, even more impressive (well, at least to me) was that two twinkling stars hanging just some distance on top of the curved moon.

Bingo, it was a smiling face expression! The two little stars were the eyes, and the crescent was the smiley lip . .

Once I reached my friend's dwelling place, I snapped up photo of it. Unfortunately, somehow I failed to upload it to my laptop. I tried to take another round when reached home, but it had dwindled away in within the deep dark sky. . .

Today, I unintentionally discovered that such phenomena did happen before, in Australia, but the picture was a frowning face instead :


:) was it kinda hint, or another scarce wonder of the nature?

Monday, December 01, 2008

"出來"社會工作 (十)

L太太說我這次真的碰釘子了.

因我在景氣旺盛的時候出來'闖', 那接下來就遇上經濟風暴的時期 . . .

無可否認的, 她說的有道理. 縱然如此, 最真確的因素我覺得還是做的不夠績極. 深呼吸. . !

突然之間, 覺得可能自己不夠一般創業者那般的 "狠" 吧 !!人家可說是, 為了找吃, 一路向前沖(也向錢沖), 帶些 '不擇手段' 的舉動去撈起一大筆的. 這樣, 才會有成功的一天. 或許吧.

難到我不夠 '狠' ? 野心不夠. 也許我應該像地球上的千百萬人, 一生一世打分穩定的薪資式工作, 比較適合我嗎? 我能感覺到, 連我這肉體也不斷的發出警訊及暗示著我這主人要 '看開點', 叫我不要這麼固執. 我心跳加速, 這我知道的(而且比以往來的更快了些, 也不太平均 ! 我比以前消瘦了很多, 呼吸也變得急速, 又短(三長兩短, 天啊!). 你以為我自己不著急嗎. 會的呀, 我每每在問自己, 這樣的堅持下去, 化算嗎?值得嗎?

每次顧慮到這邊, 我覺得很自己很可憐, 很孤獨, 淒涼喲. 但同個時間, 也安慰自己說 "世上沒有免費的午餐"呀, 一切成果都得要付出代價. 那是正常的. huu.. 自己得要時時刻刻作自己的輔導師, 呵呵, 真了不起.

我也不斷再提醒自己, 一定要記得多點愛惜自己. 可憐L太太, 我懂得她身為一位母親的心疼, 焦慮. 雖然我仍然不斷和她鬥嘴, 偶爾也鬥氣. 我只盼望有早一日, 而且要早早的, 不再讓自己, 和身邊的人為我擔憂.

又是訴說得給人感覺到灰灰的.. 但別要緊, 沒事, 沒事. 切記 : 明天不一定會更好, 但更好的明天一定會到 . 而且真正不斷在實現著. . 信心來了!
矯正自己的心情後, 再重新出發. . . 加油昌哥!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

THE ONE WHO TRIES TO GET SOMETHING FOR NOTHING GENERALLY WINDS UP GETTING NOTHING FOR SOMETHING.

Those who think they can get by in life without providing the same amount of value for value received will eventually find themselves working harder than ever to deceive others and receiving very little in return.
Life has a funny way of evening the score. In the long run, you will get in the same measure you give. Spend your time on productive, positive efforts; give generously of your time and talents, and you will stand out from the great multitudes whose primary goal in life seems to be to get something for nothing.

49 (fortnight) DJ Song

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