Tuesday, May 11, 2010

5th Year You'd Left Us, Papa

May 12th.

Today, marks the 5th years anniversary we cherished your existence in our heart.




How's everything up there, Papa ?


I asked this because we all know the world of the other end, which belongs ultimate eternity. That's why I asked, Papa.


It's the fifth years that we dependable to thin air across oceans & universal to keep in touch, as well through thoughts and sentiments to link with you. Oh ya, in the dreams across numerous quite nights.





You might had asked the similar question "How's everything down there, son?" Yet, everytime I think of it, I perceive that is no more essentially answerable towards you.




Freakingly speaking, I were always pondering what would be my world if you would to leave us, leaving mom, brother and me and your eldest grand-daugther, and stranger-to-you second grand-daughter of yours.




And, dear Papa. This, I thought over frequently, and man, they happened somewhere within the final few hundreds day of the earthly world, before your departure!! Looking back, I reckoned that was my sixth sense reminding me of what-would-be futures days with you no more with us.



Its kinda harder for me striving for ends meet. This year, marks the 3rd year me unleashing from the normal employed routine lifestyle. Believe me, I'm much more better then, compared to the initial years of my self-employed livelihood.





Mum seems to be like a tape player, off and on, she will press the "replay" button, pouring out the same stories. What does she do on those narrations, well, mixtures of complains, reminisces as well as complementary phrases on how our life with Papa around use. She's fine, anyway, so, no worry. Though not as lively as you were that time but we perform the best brother & me used to provide the care & tenderness towards Mum.


Everything seems to change in this earthly world. Climate is one of the hot topic aorund the globe ~ well, that's why its been addressed as Global Warming.


Bet you feel relieve huh, getting off from the heaty issue, coz I am of strong believe that heaven is equipped with natural air-conditioners, ha ha. The air is cooling there rite? You used to set your air-conditioner to 20 C (cause that's the lowest offered from the remote controller :) ), so, what's the celcius you get up there? Phew. . . the experts say the rise in temperature will still continues for a certain period even if the entire world switch off every single bulb and electronics for a year.

Our street in front of the house was ironed with the white strip now. I hate that cause it give me a feel of staying in a ongested urban area. Ridiculous indeed !



Our roundabout outside the main road near to the church had already been converted to a traffic-lighted junction. I remember clearly we passed through here, when we escorting you on your final route of life. It was still a roundabout, but in the mid of constructing it to become the present cross junction.





Even Jesus Caritas Church had been reconstructed to become a proud nice and scarcely found locally with its aisle built hall. Though we aint Lord's disciple, but, somehow I feel proud that we have such grand kinda church in the town, just a few hundred meter walk from our house.



I know I don't worry on your part as well. I do understand, who wanna be feeling to miss the world over here, when you would most probably already gotten used to he lifestlye and environment of the Eternity world, rite? Haha.



How is Uncle Lok, Uncle Ng and the rest. We used to be gathering in the temple last time. Especially Uncle Lok, he is just your perfect buddy, as charming and joyous as yourself. We were worried with his illness, Papa you were still here when that occured. Should I use the word 'alas', he left us one year after your dismiss. The environment regardless in or out the temple is never that fun anymore in the absence of both of you.


Nevertheless, its time for you guys to enjoy your real golden years, with accompany of many immortals around you.



Till then, Papa, we love you forever.

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